Chocolasm 101 – The Chocolate Orgasm for Men

October 16, 2008 by stas | 1 Comment | Filed in Sensual, Transformational

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Tonight was the first part of the “Alchemy of Sensuality” workshop by Little Woo.

There were 9 women, 3 men and lots of chocolate… but wait, it gets even better.

The first half of this 3 hour evening was dedicated to a discussion about Sensuality, what it is and what it is not – as we found out, for different people that concept meant different things. Little Woo introduced various concepts around Sensuality, such as Anhedonia (inability to experience pleasure), S&M (pleasure through pain), Hedonism (living for the sake of pleasure), Epicureanism (a simpler version of Hedonism) and Debauchery (extreme indulgence in sensuality without inhibitions).

While talking about Sensuality, Little Woo was blending in the concepts of manifestation, which is a very complex and at the same time very simple topic, depending on where you’re coming from. But for me the part that resonated the most was about conflicts we have with others. The Little Goddess suggested that most conflicts and/or misunderstandings happen for two reasons that have nothing to do with the others. The first reason being us not trusting ourselves to be good enough. The second reason is us believing that others will misunderstand us. In other words we manifest misunderstanding from one or both sides. This is a very empowering suggestion, and I need to have it sink into my system and start to live it more.

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How Fear of Death could be Your Best Friend

January 31, 2008 by stas | 2 Comments | Filed in Transformational

Australia - NSW - Moira Lake - March 2003I discovered the power of working with fear of death several years ago, while listening to one of motivational audio books. The idea was to do the following exercise:

Imagine yourself on your deathbed. No, really, do that. You can’t do that? But did you know that you could die or get killed any moment. Today could be your last day of life. It’s very real.

So you are on your deathbed. Now think about the regrets that you have. What things you really wanted to accomplish in your life and haven’t accomplished or most likely haven’t even started working on yet.

Take a notepad and spend 10-15 minutes writing those things down. Be honest with yourself. You can burn the list as soon as you are done.

Most likely you’d be surprised that the list will be quite long and through the rest of the day you are most likely going to think about other things to add to the list. It’ll just happen, without you wanting it. This is because you’ve now opened that box, that was so tightly closed and guarded. The box’s name is “Tomorrow“, or “Later” or “When I … I will do this” — all describing the eternal future…

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Sabotaging Our Success. No Challenges Challenge.

January 25, 2008 by stas | 1 Comment | Filed in Emotional

feather Australia - NSW - Moira Lake - March 2003Not once I’ve heard that we tend to self-sabotage our own success, because we don’t want to leave the comfort of a struggle. I think I finally understand what it means to self-sabotage my own success.

All my life I’ve been struggling. First childhood, then school and professional sports, then university and finally work. Rolling from one goal to the next, through ongoing hard work and struggle, I’ve been really good at it. When I had hard challenges in my life I worked the hardest, I was the most efficient at what I did and life seemed to be full… of struggle.

Now I’m at the point of my life where I’ve arrived – I have succeeded. I don’t have any more exams, I don’t have a boss to worry about, etc. — I have total freedom to do whatever I want. And it’s so damn hard. It was so much easier when I had the comfort of having the life set challenge after challenge for me.

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Extreme Hiking to Everest’s Base

December 21, 2007 by stas | 2 Comments | Filed in Physical

Back in 2002 I traveled extensively in Tibet and China. I did a few extreme and amazing hikes in the Tibet area. On one of them, to the Everest foot, I was lucky to return from it alive. Here is the account of that vicious “hike”.

Sunday, Oct 13 2002

I’ve planned to walk to the Everest Base Camp (2h each way from the Rongpu Monastery), wander around for a while and come back. I took 2 litters of water, 2 small mooncakes and camera. I was told the day before that those who want to walk past the Base Camp have to pay a huge amount of money something like US$500 or even more.

As I was taking shortcuts to avoid the road switchbacks, I have happened to come to the Base Camp’s location at the ridge above it. I saw it from the top of the mountain and was very disappointed. The E.B.C. was far, far away from the Everest itself. At this point something happened to me and I decided to get to the real mountain base, at least as close as possible.

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Getting a Kick Out of Bikram’s Yoga

November 16, 2007 by stas | 5 Comments | Filed in Physical
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A professional swimmer in my youth, I continued swimming as my main workout, but recently I happened to suffer more and more from scapula issues, which swimming aggravated (since I swim for about 1 hour, about 3K). And my partner suggested that I try Bikram’s yoga for a month.

I was quite skeptical, but decided to try it anyway. To make the long story short after 1 month of doing the yoga for 3 times a week I was sold, and I’ve been doing it on a regular basis for more than 5 months now.

First of all it is a good substitute for swimming as my body is kept in a good shape, and even better, since swimming didn’t exercise all of the muscles and joints, whereas Bikram’s does.

However the main reason why I became a convert is because of the incredible kick I get out of the practice. I love challenge and Bikram’s supplies tons of it on a daily basis and the best part it doesn’t go away, since you can’t get good at it and get comfortable. I mean you can get comfy if you choose not to challenge yourself, but it provides all the things one needs to easily push oneself to the edge in a relatively safe environment. (I’ll talk about safety later).

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Why Dysfunctional Environment Is a Blessing in Disguise

November 6, 2007 by stas | No Comments | Filed in Physical, Transformational

Back in June 2007 I participated in the life transformation workshop from the CURA Institute for Integrated Learning.

Indeed it was quite a transformational experience for me.

A quick description of the workshop setup: 3 days, a dozen participants, one facilitator and two assistants. A safe TAZ (Temporary Autonomous Zone) is masterfully created to allow participants to open up and have the courage to step forward and transform themselves. The main purpose of the workshop is to go through a transformational process – there is very little talking. The workshop has no agenda – each participant decides when to step in and request a process. Sometimes a single participants goes through their process while others are observing and helping when needed. At other times several people may go into different processes at once, in which case the assistants support those people. That’s the gist of it.

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Introduction

November 5, 2007 by stas | No Comments | Filed in General

Copenhagen, Denmark July 2005Over the last couple of years I’ve been going through various transformational experiences and I decided to start this blog to have the process better documented, and perhaps it might inspire other people to experience their lives better.

The topics are going to be fear, anxiety, love, aliveness, procrastination, thrills, energy work, advaita, unity, being present and a lot more. And the main goal is to figure out how to feel alive and present for as many moments of my life as possible.

I don’t have any schedule planned for this blog, so sometimes there will be several essays coming out at once, at other times it’ll be quiet for a while.

I’m excited about this project, and looking forward to the thinking and writing process.

I feel alive and present as I write this!

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